Robbie Williams said his self-loathing became more and more intense over the years, but insisted he “would not have to be good”.
The singer (46) says that he has a constant negative inner monologue, for which he refers to “Radio Rob”.
The rock DJ’s hacker said that although he hates himself, he thinks he deserves to be satisfied.
“I will not have him”: Robbie Williams said that his self-hatred has become more intense over the years, but claims that he “will not have that I am good”
In an interview with the Times Saboy Review, Robbie said he believes his insecurities date back to the time of the boy band Take It.
“Even though I hate myself, I think I deserve to be satisfied. “I do not think it dictates to me and causes me misery and gives me prison-like quality between my ears … but I will not have that I am good,” he said.
“It comes from the fact that my peers do not like me because of the band I was in. They were a great team, the people I wanted to be. But they did not like me and that hurt me.
Insecurities: Robbie says he believes his insecurities date back to his time in the boy band Take That (1993 image)
“And then I had to understand why it hurt so much, why everything hurt so much. “I’m sure that if the cool team loved me and I ‘did quote non – quote’ worthy music, then I would be a tyrant.”
Now he cares more about what his and his wife Ida Field’s four children think of him – Theodora, nine, Charlton, six, Coco, two and Bo, nine months.
Robbie also admitted that he did not want children before and spent the first two years of Theodora’s life frightened by the mess.
Family: Robbie said becoming a father and marrying Ida Field helped change his outlook on life (pictured together in 2018)
However, when she started talking to him, he wanted more than the “little things”.
It comes after the singer took to Instagram live on Thursday and revealed that he was forming a new band, 25 years after giving up “Tak That”.
He told fans he was teaming up with Australian songwriters and producers Flynn Francis and Tim Metcalfe for what he described as a “passion project”.
Robbie also unveiled plans to create new music venues and art galleries around the world where the band will perform and DJ.
Proud parents: Now Robbie cares more about what his four children think – Theodora, nine, Charlton, six, Coco, two and Bo, nine months (pictured) – of him
Robbie told his followers: “A small project I did with a few of my friends, Flynn Francis and Tim Metcalfe. We all form a band.
“I have songs coming out under the name of Robbie Williams. Then I do this work with my friends – I form a band! ‘
But instead of touring in the traditional way, the band will perform at new music venues and art venues that Robbie plans to open around the world.
He explained: “What I will do is rent a space, put my art there. During the day it will be a gallery.
“Then I will DJ at night and it will be a music venue, something that old people would call a rave.
“I want to be on espresso. Oh yes, I will. Four times espresso. Making it old school.
“I am very, very excited about this. I want to do that in Berlin. I also want to do that in Tokyo. I want to do it in several places. Have fun, right?
“It’s one of them, it’s a passion project. If something happens, then it’s great, if not, I’re just having fun. ‘
Take three? Robbie revealed he was forming a new band with Australian songwriters and producers Flynn Francis and Tim Metcalfe, 25, on Thursday after quitting Take That.