Judicial documents from the current legal battle between Kesha and Lucas "Dr. Luke" Gottwald, whom she accused of sexually assaulted, were printed on Tuesday, and the estimate made by Lady Gaga in September 2017 shows how difficult it is to prove the cases the sexual assault in the legal system and how to re-traumatize the process can be for the survivors and those who are called to testify. A very strongly modified version of the deposit was released last year, but from the "Blast" a full, multiple graphic transcript was received.
Gaga's lawyer began depositing with reminding everyone that the actor / singer was "survivor of sexual abuse" and that "this discovery proved to be a challenger for the Germans". He continued, "and she has experienced reactions from PTSD in recent hours, causing trauma and emotional reactivity. Therefore, now crying, the record will reflect."
Gaga explained that when she first met Kesha, she was in Doctor Luck's home studio and "Kesha was in the back room with only underwear" and that Kesha told her several years that Dr. Luke was abusing her. "What I remember was her tremendous sadness and depression and fear," Gaga told Kesha. "She was visibly very different than when I saw her before."
When Luke's lawyer wondered if his client's reputation was damaged by Kesa's claims, Gaga replied: "If you look for his reputation in the world, if you look for his reputation in the world, I do not feel free to talk about the whole world. I wonder what my view of his reputation, I made my point about him and his reputation when I saw her in that back room. It was an image that – from something that happened to me, and I felt and knew in my heart that she was telling the truth, and I trust her . "
Luke's lawyer sought confirmation that Gaga does not have "personal knowledge or information" about the relationship between Kesha and Luka, which Gaga contested. "I have the knowledge," she said. "He told me that he attacked her."
His lawyer continued to question, wondering if Gaga had information beyond what Chesa told her. "Well, you know – when men attack women, they do not invite people to see," she replied. "And when this happens in the industry, it is kept secret, and it is complemented by contracts and manipulative power scenarios that actually include this situation in which we are all right now."
Luke's lawyer followed: "But again, there are people who are falsely accused of rape, right? Do you think there has never been a false accusation of rape?"
"How about all the women who are accused of being liars and how she is futile shamed before the world, how about it?" Gaga fired back.
The lawyer asked what was happening when the situation was reduced to a battle between the conflicting accounts of the first person. "I believe it's true," Gaga replied. "I have actual knowledge about her depression, I have actual knowledge about her need for support and love, I have actual knowledge about the spiral I saw that girl is going down, I have actual knowledge of trauma, I am informed and intelligent about this girl she has experienced serious trauma is now in the middle of the truth, and you are a party for it. "
"Why on this earth the girl will tell the whole world this to happen? Why on earth?" Gaga continued. "Do you know how this is for the survivors? Do you know how it is to tell people?" "You do not hang me on, you should be ashamed of yourself."
In a statement released today, Dr Luke's law team argues: "Being a passion for the theme that applies to all of us is astounding. However, Lady Gaga does not know what happened on the night in question, because she was not He showed that, among other things, Kesha was expelled from the party after too much drinking and vomiting. As an act of kindness, Dr. Luke offered to sleep in his hotel apartment, a few blocks away in the hotel suite, while Dr. Luke especially asleep on the couch. Dr Luke testified that he had no contact with Kesha, and Kesha Sa Matt admitted that there was no absolute memory of Dr. Luke, Kessa does not recall Dr. Luke engaging in inadequate contact with her, as this did not happen. "
The deposit of Lady Gaga is a powerful example of a surviving sexual assault that stands for itself, another individual, and against a culture of rape that still covers society at large. But for those who are inclined to believe that the claim is true after the jury makes a guilty verdict, the fierce exchange documented in the deposit clearly shows that attitudes can not be transmitted only in the courtroom itself. Sexual inadequate behavior, which often has little substantive evidence and often comes down to the situation it says / remains, remains one of the most difficult types of cases that will prove in court, if they even bring it to court. And 995 out of 1,000 perpetrators will go free, according to RAINN.
We saw that this duality (with a wide belief, and yet legal skepticism) played recently on the national scene with Christine Blassy Ford's testimony about Brett Cavano during his hearings to confirm the Supreme Court. And I think that it requires us to reflect the strict standards of how and when we extend the empathy to the survivors of sexual violence, as well as to rethink what justice can look like and healing for the survivors.
In response to this dynamic, #MeToo founder Tarana Burke debuted with the PSA series of the Sundance Sexual Assault last weekend. Short videos are animated and display voices and stories about survivors of sexual violence, some of which are anonymous. One of the voices is an actor and sexual assault agent Terry Cruz, who is flooded with ridicule and hatred because they come forward with their experience.
"I hope we can really influence pop culture," Burke told the Refinery29. "I really hope that we can influence the dominant narrative of sexual violence, which is that the bodies are guilty."
"The whole part of changing hearts and minds is that those people who live here every day here in the world are shaping politics," she continued. "Everything from voting on a new law or policy, being a jury, we need people to really understand what is to be a survivor [and to] have a deep empathy with that experience. So when they go out into the world, they, in one way or another, affect our lives, they do it with an understanding of what we have experienced. "Burke believes that the more people understand sexual violence, society in the end it becomes better equipped to interrupt.
Given the incredibly high chance of getting sexual insults and the slow pace at which the standards change, it is clear that such trials in the court will continue to be far and a bit low. But there is evidence that culture and public awareness are changing around us. The New York Times published a profile of Lorena Gallo, formerly Bobbit, ahead of La Lorraine's premiere, premiere of Doku-series by Jordan Pile, four-part, to the Amazon prime minister February 15.
Lorraine is best known for cutting her penis to then-husband John. Less known are the years of abuse she claims to have suffered in her own hands, including domestic violence and repeated rape. "They always focused it …" she told The Times. "And that's how they all missed or did not care why I did what I did."
Like Monica Lewinsky's public piling during Bill Clinton's investigation and stunning around the alleged Robert Kelly strip, there was almost no public display of empathy or even interest in Lorena's experience when the news about her broke – People were too busy with which made the whole joke of jokes for years. "I do not even buy that I raped her," says Howard Stern on a segment of his radio show. "She's not that pretty."
"I was the object of so many jokes in the 90s and it was just harsh for me," Lorena told The Times. Talking about herself, Lewinsky and others, she added, "We were upset by the media, embarrassed and it's so sad. It's with women."
But in 2018 and 2019, I narrated is changing, even though the barrier of belief remains complicated by race, class, gender, and sexuality. The story of Lewinsky was rewritten in Clinton Works and powerfully through his own words at Vanity Fair. Many alleged victims of the Republic of Macedonia Kelly, late, received a six-hour platform in "The Survivor R. Kelly", and her own story of Lorraine will finally be told in full the following month.
As we have already seen, there is so much power in telling stories, and for the survivors and as a way to gather empathy and change culture. After almost 30 years of alleged abuses, R. Kelly was finally rejected by RCA Records after broadcasting "Surviving R. Kelly", and he is largely portrayed for social death, with many fans, former collaborators and radio DJs who condemn him and refusing to play his music.
"Leaving Neverland", the documentary on allegations of sexual abuse against Michael Jackson, who really appreciates the permanent trauma of two of his alleged victims, may have a similar effect. The four-hour premiere was screened in Sundance and critic David Ehrlich wrote: "You will never listen to Michael Jackson again. In fact, you may never listen to Michael Jackson in general."
My point here is not to resolve or delegitimize survivors who want to use the justice system. But there may be more paths for healing and empathy, and the narration of tales proved to be a powerful transformative method.
As Katie Ray-Jones, Chief Executive Officer of the Hotline Line for Domestic Violence in the Family, said, it was "a national dialogue that began with Anita Hill, Lorena Bobbit, O. Simpson," which "finally created a national discourse that gave us some drawing on the legislation ". And the Law on Violence Against Women was enacted in 1994.
Depositing with Lady Gaga is a sharp example of how far we should go when it comes to massively changing the perception of the public about the survivors of sexual abuse and which narratives prevail. But when we look beyond the courts, by recounting the stories of Monica Lewinsky, Lorena Gallo, Anita Hill, Christine Blasi Ford, the alleged victims of the Republic of Macedonia. Kelly and Michael Jackson, we can also see how far we've come. What has always been the next and most difficult step is that such change and nuance are also expanding beyond those in the public eye.