“I think that is happening.
It has been two months since Chrissy Teigen shared her grief with the world over the tragic loss of her baby Jack. During all this time, she opened up about her experience in an essay and in a joint interview with her husband Johnon Legend.
Today, Chrissy referred to the days after Jackek died, describing them as “brutal, exhausting, sad, physically challenging, [and] mentally ill “in an Instagram post.
“When I am old and gray, I will look at the last two months as brutal, exhausting, sad, physically challenging, mentally ill bitches of a few months,” she wrote. “But I refuse to find humor in both anger and clothing.”
“I already see the leaves as orange instead of gray, I realized that the sky is really blue and not black and horns with moles on my forced morning walks only carry me on my knees half the time.
“I can only climb the stairs once or twice instead of each other, and I can get out of the bathtub alone as long as I have the promise that John will dry me out.”
“Anyway, the point is, fooooooooooooo, I think it.’S happening,” she concluded.
Two days ago, Chrissy let her followers know she was silent on Twitter because she was in a “depression hole” but said she had “so much help around [her] to improve and [she’ll] to be fixed soon. “
“I feel broken and all I know is [that that’s] the opposite of the fix, “she later explained, adding:” I am in a very dark bubble and I am not able to express what is happening and do the best I can. “
Last week, Chrissy shared her gratitude for all the support she received, saying, along with Johnon: “I have written thousands of letters to you. “But obviously a father is involved, and the support for both of them was just so nice. So amazing.”
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